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It's Note Me It's YouLet's get the story straight
You were a poison
You flooded through my veins
You left me broken
You tried to make me think
That the blame was all on me
With the pain you put me through
And now I know that it's not me it's you
You claimed that you were my friend: that you would protect me. I believed you, but then what did you do? Mello, what did you do? You left me. Why? I never did a thing to you. I did everything that you told me to do, and I didn't disobey you. You actually seemed to care on some levels; more than others did. I did whatever was asked of me, but you still left me.
Do you know how much that hurt me? I already had abandonment issues, and you knew this. You still left. You walked into my room, and told me. When I asked when we were leaving, you said that you didn't want me. Do you know how much that hurt me? You should. I depended on you. I depended on you so much.
According to everyone at the orphanage I was broken after you left. You had made me think that this
BelieveI'm still trying to figure out how to tell you I was wrong
I can't fill the emptiness inside since you've been gone
So is it you or is it me?
I know I said things that I didn't mean
But you should've known me by now
You should've known me
"Matt, I'm leaving." I said when I entered the younger males' room. He of course was on his bed playing on his GameBoy. Normally I wouldn't have cared if anyone found out about my departure by way of Near and Roger, but I wanted Matt to hear it from me. He deserved to know the truth, before anything.
"What?" He blinked up at me; his blue eyes turned green due to the orange hue of the goggles that he never took off.
"You heard me; I'm leaving. I said it, and I meant it." Apart of me didn't want to leave, but I knew that I had to. I had no choice to.
"But why?" He sounded shocked when he asked the question.
"L's dead, Matt. I need to go after Kira. L needs revenge; he deserves it." He had paused his game, and seemed to freeze for a
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